Tuesday, June 12, 2012
I finished my first year of college WOO HOO!!! Made my one year drug free anniversary (May 5 2011 to 5 5 2012) WOO!!! Lots acomplished in my one year, but I can't celebrate that, not anymore.
For 3 months I have had to deal with foot pain, the name is plantar fasciitis. Google it. Lot's of pain, no meds, nothing can help except the simplest thing:Stay off my feet. I finally made it to the doctors but she was over busy..which explains why I haven't gotten an approval letter from my insurance to see a foot doctor. I have been on the treadmill for 2 days, taking it slow but hitting for miles yesterday and five today is pretty good to me considering. I started to take vitamins since I'm lacking SO much health.
I don't know my weight, I haven't gotten on the scale since early March. And when I did I went from 192 to 197..I can only imagine what I am now when all my clothes are tight.
I've upped my dose on my antidepressants and I am able to tell a difference, in fact, that's what I think has me getting up, feeling in a better mood makes you do things, right?
My diet, is as you can imagine. I have been all over the place. Ice cream 3 times a day, pasta for lunch and dinner, and yes..5 or 6 meals a day. I know what I'm doing, I just eat to feel better about the fact that I can't do Jillian's videos, and the fact that the treadmill makes my feet scream in pain. So watching tv and eating is what I've been up to.
I still don' thave a job and places aren't hiring. I've applied to a place that "was desperate, and no experience necassary"..gee. maybe I should have grabbed my resume.Gaurentee that's why I didn't even get an interview. The economy sucks, and it's not getting any better, is it?
Anyway. Have lots of healthies in the fridge, just need to reach for that instead. Gotta remember a salad is more instant than pasta. My moms been trying to get me into what seems like a vegan diet...and I'm gonna go for it. After all, I've researched what is in our meats, and our cereals, and milk, and yeah...wow. I can honestly say I am more grossed out from reading all that than I am watching Food Inc, Super Size Me, and Fat Sick&Dying. If you've seen those movies than you may have been talked out of eating fast food.
Well this was my catch up blog.
I will be on here everyday and I will blog more frequently as well.
Sorry it's been so long