Monday, June 11, 2012
In a little over 3 months my divorce was finalized, I moved into a new home, lost my step daughter (long story but we have no relationship now), my son graduated from high school, I got into another relationship with a man that reminds me a bit of my ex husband and I gained a lot of the weight back that I had previously lost.
I once again have lost myself. I never took time to make me the priority. How stupid am I for getting into another unhealthy relationship after 13 years of hell? Well now that I realize what I am doing, I am the only one that can stop it. I need to take control of my life and get healthier - mentally and physically. I am tired of this roller coaster with my weight and health. Tired of feeling tired all the time!
I want more in life and for once I deserve it! I like who I am but now I need to get the body that I can like as well!!