Well, today is the day i usually have a hard time. I always tell myself during the week that im going to stay home on saturday and focus on myself, but that NEVER ends up happening!! But i must admit going out and drinking and being hungover on my ONLY day off is getting VERY VERY VERY old.. especially now that im trying to live a healthy lifestyle.. and trying SO HARD to hit my goal weight. I lose 2-4 pounds in 1 week then saturday comes and i gain it ALL back!! I WORK SO HARD DURING THE week.. Walking 4-6 miles a day.. weight lifting 3-4x a week.. then ruin it by 1 night!! It gets VERY frusterating! BUT whats different about this weekend.. i actually made productive plans. I usually think im going to come home and chill.. but eventually someone hits me up asking if i wanna party. and i do because im bored and have NOTHING planned. Tomorrow im waking up by 8am to hit my morning walk.. then around 11am im heading to the farmers market with my mom.. then around 2pm im cleaning the house for a few hours with my mom because my brother is moving back in. around 4pm me and my friend are walking around the lake.. then after that im heading to the gym to weight lift. THEN last but NOT least coming home to make meals for the week.. I did that last weekend.. and it really helped me stay on track with my eating ALL week!! i lost 8 pounds in 1 week. Im sure it was just water weight..BUT im back at what i started about a month ago.. :D So all im really asking, is that you pray for me today.. i need it!!