Friday, June 08, 2012
It's happened slowly but I have to just admit it: I've lost my way on this journey. It started with a bad week of PMS and then being so busy I didn't work out for a day...then two...then three. Another bad week of PMS and even less working out...and here I am. Stuck at yet the same weight I've been toying with for months. I'm frustrated and I'm tired. I know I need to reach deep and scrape up what little motivation I have left but even the thought of that is exhausting. There is a part of me that wants it, really does. Then there is the other part of me that is worn down and worn out to the core. Tired all the time and reaching for comfort foods because I'm too tired to care.
I need to refocus, get back on track, make myself a priority. How? How do you do that when you are exhausted? How do you find your way again when you know you are in the midst of losing it? I'm at the end of my proverbial rope...suggestions welcome!