Day 82 & 83 I will never fall again.
Friday, June 08, 2012
Update: Day 82 & 83 60days challenge
I uploaded a v-blog explaining why I will be resting my sparks account. I have rested, but I do want to keep you all posted; like I said in my v-blog I wasn’t 100% sure on how I would keep you all posted. So, I’m back to blogging, but only once a week.
I’m tracking my food with another weight loss sight. I’ve been a member there for years, and I love their food logs, and they do have all the foods I like to eat over there, with the correct calorie amounts. I eat 1600+ per-day, and I have lost a total of 4 pounds. My lost isn’t 3, but since I didn’t adjust my tracker my feed log says 3 pounds.
I’m happy and I’m proud of what I have done for myself.
My husband and I our really focus on doing this together. He has 20 pounds to lose, and he is trying really hard. He’s eating better, but he’s not as active with the workouts like I am.
We also love on each other more, and are now back into our morning hugs, kisses, and smiles.
One correct move can change a lot of things, and resting my actions with sparks has really released a lot of “personal” issues, because I had to face the facts. My husband was right. I was sparking a little too much, and I also thank BOGUSANNIE, for sharing that v-blogs with us.
There are things I need to be doing, and sparking, reading, and checking on blogs is something I was doing a little too much of. And the time I would spend doing v-blogs was something out of this world. I would work on some of them for hours. My music ones, and my husband didn’t care for that either. I just went with the flow of it all, and I love doing what I do now.
Stepping back has also open up the doors of self-healing because I can write, log, track, read, and do my online assignments. I want to be a life coach, and my friend suggested I start with the ground work. So, I’m taking a few classes at a time. Psychology 101 is a class I’m taking now. I have a small amount of work in it, but I need more in order to become a life coach, and I need to get my life in order as well. This to me was a great way to work through my own issues as well, and deal with the weight issues and the painful past that I’m working so hard on letting go. We all must let go of some things in order to heal. I wish to heal my body as well as my spirit, so why not go forward, and I’m also brushing up on some wellness classes.
This week has been about laying the foundation I wish to stand on down, and doing the work will help me get past any and all problems with this weight and the past issues. I’m looking forward to v-blogging you all at the end of this month, and I’m so motivated “now” in doing more for myself and for others.
So, if you see me around the pages of sparks. It’s to say hello.
I might drop in and comment on your blogs.
I even might give a goodie or two if I read sadness in your feeds.
I might even give you a high five on progress.
I’m a sparker for life, don’t get it twisted, I’m just working on me, and blogging every day and watching them wasn’t helping me at all.
I was a highly active woman when I joined sparks, and when my business started to fall apart –I too started to fall apart, now I’m getting on with my life, and I’m also a show promoter, and that’s pretty cool right there. I love promotions, and I will keep on doing that twice a month on the side. I’m just leading and living my life. And it feels good to live life to the fullest. Something, I had stop doing a long time ago; when my life started to fall apart.
I’m done falling with the trails of life.
I don’t have to let life get the best of me.
I’m a fighter! I choose to win back my life, and let GOD battle for me. So, in order for GOD to battle and be at his best! I have to step back and let him do his best.
Love you all…
I’ll be back with an update on the 15th of June…