Friday, June 08, 2012
Well I have been going through some drama with my roommate. I love him as a friend and sometimes more however he has made it clear that I'm just a friend. And I let my emotions run high one night when I was drunk which of course is bad but this hurt when I got this text. I had called to apologize and this is what he sent back. Now I'm trying my best to leave him alone and give him space. As much as he can be an a**h*** to me I still miss him and it's only been 2 days since I've been avoiding him. I thought distance would help me to get over him and of course him treating me like s*** would help too but I cant just shut off my heart to my emotions. I'm haven't drank in 2 days cause I don't want my emotions to take over. I can't help it, I miss the a**h***...... How do I get over this??????