Thursday, June 07, 2012
Tonight...is one of those nights. A good thing that we don't have much of anything to eat (pay day is tomorrow) because I'd be eating us out of house and home :(
For those of you who don't know, I've been having to deal w/my dh's depression and oldest son's behavior probs. Well, you can now add one more worry to my list: my 5 yr old ds. He, like his older brother, suffers from ADHD as well as PDD (Pervasive Developmental Disorder; for those who don't know, this is on the Autism Spectrum Disorder) (Jakie's is more audio-speech related). Anyway, shortly before the end of the school year, he suffered a seizure at school. So we brought him to Children's Hospital over in Omaha that day (to their ER), and an appt was made for him to have an EEG and MRI. Well, that was done on Tues. Earlier this evening (wouldn't it figure, they'd call 5 mins before I walked in the door!) our son's Dr's office called -- with the news that a further appt., this time at Univ Nebraska Med. Center w/a Neurologist had been made :(
This not knowing what the hell (pardon my French s'il vous plait) is going on is KILLING me! I can't even begin to concentrate on healthy eating, much less exercise. So for now, I go to the side of the road so that I can focus on my mini-me.
To those of you with whom I was participating in the HLC, THANK YOU for understanding! I am sorry that I had to drop out early in it and from the bottom of my heart, a VERY BIG THANK YOU to Audra and Becky for understanding and being there for me -- YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!! Keep up all the AWESOME and HARD work you ladies (and gents!) have been doing! God willing, some day soon I'll be able to re-focus on myself. But for now, it's gotta be my 5 yr old.