Tuesday, June 05, 2012
Having a really bad case of the blues. Fortunately, I am staying on track with eating / exercising. Have picked up a daily can of soda though.
We have had so many deaths in the past month and it just keeps piling on. Since the first week of May we have buried my brother in laws mother, my friends husband, my precious Aunt, my husbands' Aunt, my children's grandfather, my husbands' uncle, a friend from our previous church and I received news that my cousin is on the operating table for his heart and the chances of his survival are slim. I am wading in sadness.
I have no clue how people get through the tough stuff without the Lord. He's the only thing keeping me afloat.
I am so selfish about losing those I love and know they are safe, whole and healthy with the Lord.
I just can't seem to shake the blues. I am trying to hold on to the fun stuff like senior portraits with my daughter today.
Asking my praying sparkers to pray for my family. We've faced so much hurt lately.