Sunday, June 03, 2012
After neglecting myself for several months, now, I was absolutely THRILLED to step on the scale this morning and learn that I've actually lost two whole pounds after all this time! Yay, me! Needless to say I've been beating myself up all these many weeks about how crappy I've been eating, how I haven't exercised, how I've neglected my very precious heart and soul. It's been a marathon pity-party, mostly health issues and pain-related, hurting and holding it all inside. I've allowed my self-pity to impact the very fabric of my life and in hindsight, boy, was that dumb.
It is what it is, however, and today, a whole TWO POUNDS lighter, I am renewed, recommitted and rejoicing! There's SO MUCH going on in my life right now, though good stuff, mind you! I need to get myself outside before the rain begins and get my flowers planted!
More soon, Susan...I'm promising myself!
Yay, me! Thank you, Dear God!