Sunday, June 03, 2012
I am sorry I haven't been an active Sparker like I have/had been or still would like to be. I was logging my exercise & foods on the trackers for a very long time and have not been now for a long time. I feel as if I've let my teams down, and for that I am sorry to you all. I do think and care about everyone as individuals and admire you all for the brave life changes that you have chosen to make.
For several months now have been helping my mother-in-law through her breast cancer, and my husband as an only child is trying to deal with it the best he can. She is now in ICU and won't be leaving the hospital but going to her final resting place. They have notice to call us, it's hard to find sleep thinking the phone will ring any minute.
One of my son's is going through a drug rehab center and is on suicide watch, that isn't easy for our family either as one might imagine.
My husband and I started buying a house, now it seems the closing date should be in about three weeks. I'm trying to be excited about that, as it seems to be a very good thing.
My job structure is undergoing a dramatic change and am very lucky to still have one as some of my co-workers for 15 years are not so lucky.
A little stress, yes in several areas, close to nervous breakdown at times, possibly.
I am still through this all not emotionally eating nor have I became alcohol dependant, For these little, or not so little victories I am proud and happy for. Once this all settle down I will be back full force. I just wanted to check in with my teams and Spark Friends, and thank you all for all the support you have given me for so long and tell you how much you mean to me.
Bright blessings on you all.