May PAC Week 4 - Short and Bittersweet
Saturday, June 02, 2012
Fitness Minutes and Calories burned were both hits this week. I exceeded both of my goals. Weight loss was a miss, I gained 5 lbs. I'm going to try and get a doctors appointment sometime in the next couple of weeks because there is obviously something happening with my body.
After a talk with my dear friend MJ-SHE-BEAST and my MIL who is a nurse, I fear something is wrong with my thyroid. I have SEVERAL common hypothyroid symptoms like depression, fatigue, insomnia, allergies, weight gain/trouble losing weight, etc. Part of me is extremely upset because I know that if there is something wrong with my thyroid, a long difficult road awaits me. The other part of me is relieved that I might have an explanation for why I work soo hard without success to lose weight!
You probably won't see me much over the next week or so because I just can't be here. It is so hard emotionally to be here. I'm not giving up, I promise. I'm just worn down and tired and overwhelmed.