Take a cat and hold it about 1" above the surface of a swimming pool.

that's what this last week has been like for me--if I was the cat--

Moms biopsy went without any complications and they released her from the hospital yesterday.
we all met at her house later in the day and had pizza and salad.
that is when I realized that was the first vegetables I had all week
and I had a headache from consciously not having any caffeine all week tooo
I was running on coffee milk and cookies for 5 days
Now that mom is home we can relax this weekend sort of
next week she has 3 doctor appointments and will get the results from the biopsy and select a treatment option.
right now my work is slow Thank God
because this is day 2 with no caffeine -small headache but I am exhausted from doing nothing --except worrying
But I did put my -now tight- exercise clothes on yesterday- and instead of exercising mowed two lawns
one for me and one for my neighbor who is moving and filled my freezer up with frozen stuff -no ice cream, lots of veggies chicken, ground meat and stuff that I have to unwrap to find out.
I have no Idea what I ate all week
but I did manage to fall down the stairs at my house saturday
it was because the stairs were wet from me coming out of the swimming pool and dragging water all through the house.
I'm glad no one was there to see me cry I am black and blue from my hip to my knee the side of my left ankle that has just stopped hurting from February and it was hard to stop the bleeding from my elbow my shoulder is still kind of stiff too
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this if funny

when the doctor called down to the waiting room and told us no complications
I said to my brothers and sisters when we see her lets all switch names and tell her it must be a side effect of the biopsy.

Mom beat me to it when she was talking to us she started calling us by completely different names. It was funny!!