Still Having Problems Making That Commitment to Myself
Friday, June 01, 2012
Two weeks since my last post. No progress. In fact, scale is stuck or up a half pound. I spend too much time in front of the computer and not enough time on ME.
And yet, I am not wasting MUCH time.
No that's not true, I am wasting A LOT of time.
I created a top-line list of categories of all the things I follow, do or need to take care of and I see that when I write it down off the top of my head, fitness falls at the bottom of the list. That's not good! Of course, my number one is, and must be, job search!
Right now, I seem to have a sprained big toe, probably from wearing old flip flops a lot. These were great when the were new, lots of support, molded with a toe grip and arch support, about a 1" heel lift, with little nodules on the sole to massage your foot. I love them! The yoke comes up high on my foot so they stay in place really well. They are worn out now, I roll over the big toe side at the top, the heel lift isnt so lifted anymore. Wish I could find some more like this, I would buy them!
I have a ton of excuses to avoid myself. But there is that baby out there, and I need to USE that. I dont want to embarass myself by being bigger than my pregnant daughter when I go visit!
So many things to do, so little motivation.
MUST. GET. MOTIVATED.