Thursday, May 31, 2012
Today kinda sucks.
I don't have much of a life right now and that sucks.
I'm very lonely today. I've done nothing but work for so long. I work 7 days a week. I already know that I won't be able to go to the Farmer's Market on Saturday because I need to be working instead. I already know that I won't be going to church Sunday because I need to be working instead.
I work at home, alone. I never get to talk to real humans, as equals. I'm not even talking to my son tonight because he is really pushing my buttons lately, so I told him off and I have nothing more to say to him right now.
So here I sit. I'm eating out of boredom / loneliness / the suckiness of life. At least it is a salad and not ice cream.
I know I'll snap out of it. It's just the isolation getting to me. For seven months I have worked, eaten, and slept right here in my office, alone.
I have got to get out and make some new friends with whom I can actually hang out.
Okay, I'm done whining now.