Thursday, May 31, 2012
Ok, so I have started to backslide a little bit. The beginning was having to make a cake for my cousins graduation, then there was Memorial Day, followed by a birthday, and an anniversary. My first off plan allowance was ok, but the next thing I knew I was making exceptions on a daily basis and then multiple times in one day. Then there were leftovers, and donut day at work, and I'm still having a really hard time getting back on track. Not only did I slip on my eating but my schedule changed so much it has been impossible to get my workouts in.
I'm still proud, I'm still strong, and I'm still fighting, but I have gained about 4-5 pounds already this week. I know there are a few days left before weigh in but I feel down and defeated. I'm also in danger of elimination in a weight loss competition I'm doing with one of my SparkTeams.
I feel like I'm grabbing at dust, losing my footing and slipping miserably. I'm still going through the motions but not reaping any benefits. I need to try harder, but not sure how to break through this...
This always seems to happen when I get close to being under 300. I can just never quite make it, I get so close and then start going the opposite way. I need to make this happen!