I was out of town from Thursday to Monday night, so this is the first time Iv got on SP. Had a busy day yesterday with the kiddo out on break, and taking a real treat by taking the first week off with her. I never do that! Iv not had a week just 'off' except when Iv been unemployed. Back to work on Monday and she starts Summer Day Camp, so getting in time at the pool and movies.

But Iv been off SP for a week! ACCK! I dont even really know how to begin again. Iv been steadfast ever since i returned in Jan/Feb, and have not missed more than a couple days since then. While on vacation (did I mention family reunion? oi!) , eating was erratic- exercise practically not existent. Like take Sunday, we drove from Grandmas house in CO to Dads in NM, 7-8hrs. Didnt stop for lunch, just snacked. When we got to dads, surprise, no cookout-instead they were taking us out. Surprise! Furr's cafeteria. Really? I mean what are you going to do? At least my daughter liked it. And it went on like that ad infinitum, that whole trip. Surprise! No lunch on Friday-didnt you bring your own? Well we are serving dinner. Really? At least where we stayed a Grandmas was at the neighbors up the hill, a good 10 min walk each way, so I got in several a day. Just to have an excuse to get away and also get some fitness mins in.

So a whole week off c25k, and I dont know if I will get one in today. Maybe just start again-Saturday? Monday? I hate being so far off track. I feel boggled. I havent tracked my food in a week. At least since we have been home Iv been watching it and I know WHAT Im eating. Thats a start. I guess I will try to track today.

Oh yeah-one more thing: I freaking ate a fly today. There was a fly in my iced coffee. I felt something chewy and spit it out-a freakin fly! I was sick. I almost puked. I feel soooo grossed out now. I dont know if I will eat the rest of the day. I was literally crying. My 10 year old daughter (and her friend over) had to calm me down. At least she has a friend over and they are hanging out and I can do my SP thing. Well, missed you Sparkers- and hey May is almost over can I get an AMEN!