Wednesday, May 30, 2012
My body aches. I'm having a hard time. I get my cardio like clock work. Especially if something stresses me out, it's the first thing I do. I'm fighting to think positive. Actually, I'm fighting to FEEL positive. It seems like I'm working really hard, and I'm really focused, and people are suddenly sorta putting me down for it. Am I obsessed? I have no idea... I'm not undereating, or over working out. I'm not neglective peices of my own life for health and fitness. I'm not critisizing any one else for working out, or not working out. It all just feels yucky. I guess I don't have too much support.
Feeling down. I see how blessed I am. I'm going to make lists until I can clearly FEEL how blessed I am with what I have today. I really hope I feel better tomorrow. I hope this blog finds everyone in a good place. I hope you reach your goals, whatever they may be. I'm going to solumly work on mine until I feel better.