Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Yes, that mess would be me. I seem to be floundering a bit. I'm hanging on without gaining, I've been hanging around the weight since the beginning of the year. But I can't seem to break out of hibernation mode. I didn't want to leave my house this weekend. I did - but probably only because it was my mom's b-day Friday, then on Saturday I ran out of dog food. I was supposed to go to a dog show - that I paid $60 to enter - and I didn't go to that either. Just blew it off. I'm not depressed or anything like that, I'm just feeling.....hmmmm, really anti-social? I'm not really sure but that's the best way I can explain it. I've never really been miss social butterfly, but this has been a bit much even for me. It doesn't seem to affect my on-line activities in Sparkville but I feel like I should be living in a cabin in the woods yelling at people to "Get offa my property ya varmints!!" All my co-workers will say "she was so such a nice gal, we just never saw that coming...." when I go bonkers and get put in a rubber room. At least I hope! Maybe they'll be saying "yep - saw that coming a mile away."
Anyway....I did do birthday brunch with my mom and sis on Friday. We went to Denny's. I had not been there in years and years but mom wanted to go there because you get a free breakfast on your birthday. I was paying and offered to go anywhere she wanted, but nope, she wanted to go to Denny's. She was darned well going to have her free breakfast!! It was fun and we all had a nice chat.
So my short term goal that I set of losing 10-15 lbs by memorial day didn't happen and now I need to set something new. I'm going to think about what I want to do and how I'm feeling and get back to you on that.
I appreciate all my wonderful spark friends, I think going through this sticky spot without all of you would be way tougher than it has been. Thank you, thank you!!