Gah, today's weigh-in wasn't as good as I had hoped. I lost 0.1 of a kilogram. . . whoop de do. I haven't lost anything for three weeks. I did the thigh and arm measurements to cheer myself up a bit and I've lost a 1/2 inch off of my thigh and a little bit off of my arm. I'm not going to give up. I'm going to keep exercising and eating right. I've been doing the right things, its just annoying that the scale doesn't show it. I'm just hoping that I'm gaining muscle and losing fat and that this crappy plateau will go away soon. Seriously, a plateau so soon? yuck.

I just need to get this baby weight off for me. I feel like I want to crawl out of my own body sometimes I hate being this size. I know it is irrational, but sometimes when I go out I start worrying that other people will judge be because I've gained so much weight and how could I let myself go, why isn't it off yet, blah blah blah. Rational me knows that other people don't actually care that much, but it's a hard thought to shake off.