Monday, May 28, 2012
I don't even know how many times I have started over. To lose and feel great only to get complacent and gain it all back again. I'm worn out with this journey. With the effort. I want it to be easy already. I'm thinking that may be an unrealistic goal. So, this time around, I'm going to focus on each day. What can I do for that day to make sure I stay on track? I'm still working on that part, but for now I have a goal: In January, I'm going to Hawaii. I would love to be in the 100s by then. So, that is my goal. 190 by Jan. 1. It is achievable if I stay on track.
I will need a plan for July... we are going to my parents. Long road trip + a week with my overeating family + long road trip home again. Then a plan for October. I seem to go crazy with birthdays and my daughter's birthday is that month. Then a plan for Christmas... I have always overdone things for Christmas. When I was little, I would eat so much junk I would puke. That seems to have continued into adulthood. Ugh.
So, if I start thinking about those things now, knowing they are coming and that I will need a plan, I think I can do this.