Sunday, May 27, 2012
I can't fit it all in and I'm wearing myself out. Work is killing me, I'm stocking an absurd amount of freight every night, get home at 7:30ish and sleep a couple of hours and have about a million things to do a day. Like this is my schedule for this week: monday- my friend house, then to my mo$'s ( add in 1 hour drive time each way), Tuesday- register my car, going to the lake, Wednesday-going to see a friend during the evening, Thursday- school/presentation, Friday- homework and reading for the upcoming week. Sometime I have to work in writing a paper on Tuesday and writing another on Wednesday. And I work 8 hours every night plus need to fit in sleep somewhere. Its honestly killing me. I'm too tired to workout, my body is too sore and it frustrates me that I can't find the energy to do something that's important to me. I know I need to prioritize but I've tried not socializing and that has just as negative of an effect on my moods as trying to juggling everything. I don't know how people with kids do it. it seems like I am always going, always running. I just want to slow down and do the things that are important to me for a little while. There are even Sparkpages that I want to comment on and can't find the time to. I need a vacation.