Saturday, May 26, 2012
I have been going through my life and not knowing what is around the corner until I get there and it bothers me. I hate when people say do this or don't that and it is a pain in the but. My doctor tells me to stop walking because he thinks it bothers my legs. I love to walk because I can think about myself and what I want to do each day. It helps clear my head so that I can be feel. I know that swimming is good for you but when the water is cold you can't go swimming in it.
I have to think about what I want and how I feel about it and I have decided not to pay attention to my doctor because he is a quack. I want to find my inner self again and to see the weight come off again. I have been doing great so far and now I am down to 234lbs and I feel great. I plan to keep it up all the time and start eating the right foods and the right amount now. I eat 3 times a day and have yogurt for a snack which is good for me and besides I love yogurt.
I am going to make the best of this journey because only I can make a difference in my life and I plan to succeed in this journey. I want whats best for me so I will be posting alot because I love to let you all know how I can doing. I have made alot of nice people here and we all stick up for each other and that I have alot you of as friends and that makes me happy.
My family doesn't understand me or they don't understand how I feel about myself and I know that I am very disappointed in myself for not losing this fat before now, I know I shouldn't feel like this but I do and that I know only I can make the change. My children are my motivation because when I see them outside running around it makes me want to try and run but I know I can't run anymore. I use to be a fast runner when I was younger but not that I am older I can't do as much as I use to. So I hope to be able to do this journey and see it to the bitter end.