Saturday, May 26, 2012
I know I always feel better after I blog it out....not to mention the awesome responses I receive to help me sort out my feelings :). Soooooo....Adam has a new boyfriend. He is thrilled. This young man is a freshman. Adam is a sophomore. He only came out to his family a month ago. So this is a lot for them all....I remember that time. They invited Adam over for the afternoon and dinner. I dropped him off and the mom came out to meet me. I could feel her nervousness all around me. I remember it all sooooooo much. I wanted to hug her and run away all at the same time. It brought all that stress right back to my heart. I want to take her aside and just tell her everything will be ok. Two reasons I didn't...1. I thought I was going to jump out of my skin just going back to that time. 2. After Adam's break up with Chris I don't feel as the mom I should get to invested in his dating. It becomes very awkward when there is a breakup. So I left just feeling soooo stressed. So glad we are where we are now. I came home...did I binge? NO! Score! I went in the yard and did a bunch of weeding. So thats good. The food situation is quite good right now. Score. Exercise is astounding! Yay! Just needed to get this out. Hope my Sparkies are having a wonderful Memorial Day Weekend!