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Day 68 Emotional

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Sometimes, we have to open our eyes, and see what's going on in ourlives, and I've been doing that for the past 2 weeks. Now, I'm opening up about my past; my life; pretty much. We deal with so many things, and it's time for me to start dealing so I can move forward inch by inch.

This wasn't an easy vblog for me, I've been trying to keep my tears at bay, but a few slipped out. I don't want you all to get emotional at the end of this one.

I'm living for my children, and it was bout time I start working through the madness of my past. I must see it in order to release it for good. Some say it's not healthy to do, but I must do this for me. I will keep you all updated on my progress of letting the past go and my 60 days challenge as well.

Love, Lynn-Loves-Life
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    I watched your whole vlog. You're doing a ton of emotional work right now. I think this is very helpful for your journey.. Hugs to you!! Great advice at the end.. here are some of your gems:

    Soak up all love and energy from your children..
    don't let anyone slow you down if they tell you you're nothing or not good enough..
    You're here for a purpose.
    Don't back down and stop doing you!
    Love yourself beyond all your pain and past measure.
    Love yourself fully.
    Be at peace with yourself.
    Be true to yourself.
    2122 days ago
    Lynn, I'm crying selfish and unselfish tears this morning. My inner child hurts for your inner child. I remember the words that tore me down before I even had a chance to start blooming into the woman I would become one day. You're fat, your dirty, you talk too much. Words that left wounds. My ex told me the same things years later only confirming what I already knew. I'd never be good enough no matter what. We are good enough. emoticon We truly are fearfully and wonderfully made.

    My life is going through a major change right now and my fear is losing myself and the ground I've gained over the last two years. It is hard to find a balance between doing what God is calling me to do right now and my selfish nature. You are SO right about it being about the babies.

    I love your openness and honesty. I rarely feel a kindred spirit with someone but I feel that with you. I feel some of your pain and I feel like you are familiar with mine. You are in my prayers and in my heart as you work through these hard things. There is no doubt in my mind you will come through. Your mourning will be turned to laughter. Your tears will be replaced with dancing. You are as strong as the trees of Lebanon. God will carry you through the storm and set your feet on solid ground. Though we have never meet face to face I have a love for you. God bless you.

    2124 days ago
    Lynn, I want to respond to this beautiful blog but I can't right now. I would start writing and the next thing I know, it would be a novel. I do want to tell you how much I admire you and how much I am praying for you and your family. Keep writing things down. It truly do help to go back and read to see what you were feeling at those times. I'm so glad I found your vlogs and so glad you are letting me share your journey. You will never know how much of a inspiration you are to me. Be blessed my friend and keep taken this journey one day at a time. emoticon
    2124 days ago
    Good Morning,

    Praying for you. One thing I want you to do is forgive you for anything that you are finding. I do agree with the burning of those things. People do what they do, because it is what they know, but don't own other people's stuff.

    I am so sorry for your pain, but weeping may endure for night and believe me Lynn, JOY does come in the morning. Your peace, your joy and your breakthrough is here right now. You soul thirst and God waters.

    You look great - I see some much growth in you. Have a blessing today as you are a blessings.
    2124 days ago
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