Thursday, May 24, 2012
Which means that Iíve been eating a lot of junk and calling it fuel for my low energy levels.
Which is fairly stupid, because I know better. Working a lot is getting me closer to my ultimate goal of moving to San Francisco, but it does suck. It makes dating harder - Mr Chef had that one right - and it makes it so the ten hours of sleep I could feasibly get on one work night is now the amount of sleep I get in two days if Iím working both jobs.
Iím incredibly lucky to be able to be doubly employed in this economy - and I need to not take that for granted - but I also need to not take my body for granted, either. Iím off this Saturday, so Iím going to stock up at Whole Foods again and get some better snack foods.
I have been having sodas here and there for the caffeine boost, on top of my daily venti Americano (thatís four shots of espresso, kids) - and that needs to stop again, too.
Moving around the store at night has kept me below 180 still but I know that I can get lower even if Iím not able to achieve high mileage each week.
I tried dating someone new; we clicked well but last night when he kissed me, I realized there is no spark for me, and I need that spark - that physical attraction and whatnot. So I need to figure out how to break that off without being mean, but like I said a few weeks ago, I guess anytime people are dating, itís going to at least sting when things end.
Meh. Gotta get things back on track. TTL run/walk with Sam, Brent and Nic tonight - should be good timesÖ