Wednesday, May 23, 2012
OK so I decided in order to be truly real with myself I needed to get some photos done where I had no excuses, like bad lighting, bad pose, etc. So I asked my great friend who is also a photographer to do some before, during and some day after pics for me. He has agreed and even will do my after shoot at no charge as his support to help me get through all this. Can't wait for that day!
Anyway today was not a great day, didnt make it to the gym this morning, and I did not eat well at lunch at all, as I waas part of a team hosting a bbq for work, and those damn chips and desserts..... but man these photos mean I just cant deny it anymore.... and wholly crap my ass is HUGE! I mean I've always had confidence but I guess thats because I dont have to face myself from behind.
SO although this isnt day one, its my day of truly putting things into perspective, and trying to move forward, despite how slow it is going.
Even with my Type 1 diabetes I am going to do this!!