Tuesday, May 22, 2012
I just need to get my thoughts out. I am stressing tonight and I know if I get it out I will feel better.
Today started out rough. I got really frustrated with myself for no good reason. Basically my inability to make my mind and my body agree and my total lack of coordination just got the best of me. I got extremely frustrated and disgusted with myself and was ready to just throw my hands up and give it all up. It took a while to talk some sense into myself, but I got back up and went on to have a pretty good day.
I have a meeting tomorrow that I am dreading. Once a year, after our yearly manager's meeting, each manager has a sit down meeting with the district manager and the two owners. Tomorrow is my turn. It's not really that I am worried about my job, but these meeting always makes me nervous. All 3 of them are great guys but they do intimidate me. My store is doing good but I am just on edge.
I know tomorrow will be fine, I just have to convince myself of that.
I also have some personal issues going on with/between my parents and I am slowly but surely being sucked right into the middle of a situation I don't want to be a part of. There is not really anything I can do about or for the situation except to sit here and worry about it.
Oh well, tomorrow is a new day. Wonder what it has in store for me.....