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    MELTINGAL   1,502
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Day 1

Monday, May 21, 2012

Okay today is day number one of numerous day number ones in my history. I started out in a bad mood and did a pretty good pep talk to myself while getting ready for work. Did pretty good with my intake but struggling to get moving due to a massive headache and stomach pain. I will not let this defeat my positive attitude towards change!!

Someone recently gave me the kick in the ass I needed without really knowing it! I have only met this person twice and he nailed it!!! Asked me why I am continuing to hide behind my weight??? Why I use the weight to keep people from getting close to me?? He is so right the weight gain has been an emotional crutch, one that I really want to break. Outwardly I appear as a strong, independent female. Inwardly, I am just like everyone else with insecurities and fears. I am not going to allow this weight to continue to have power over my life!!! Gonna keep this mans words in my head to continue to motivate myself!!!.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
XMAS2012 5/21/2012 8:44PM

    YOU GOT THIS!!! Glad to see you up and active even with not feeling "it" today emoticon

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LMATTHEWS12111 5/21/2012 6:48PM

    You CAn do it!!! Good Luck!! emoticon

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