Monday, May 21, 2012
I have done the work. I have had some amazing moments. I lost 25 pounds! But all that equated to was ONE lousy size in clothes. I could not imagine having to lose 25 more to get down another size. I could not bring myself to care anymore. Why bother?
But now I feel like crap again. My knees hurt. My back aches. My body rejects my every effort to move more. Pain is a daily occurrence. My body HATES this 25 pounds! No matter what size my clothes say--my body does not like the weight!
I have to pick myself up. I have to keep my head and heart in the game. I have to get this weight off my body. I have to stop stressing about what that looks like. I have to concentrate on what it feels like.