Monday, May 21, 2012
Well, I've cut down significantly on my pepsi intake but it's not enough. It puts me over calories almost every day. I cannot stand the taste of diet so the best I can do is quit it cold turkey. I keep telling myself once this is gone I will not buy anymore but I just can't seem to stop drinking it. It is my biggest and worst weakness in my battle with these lbs.
On another note, my mother is staying with me because she's lost her job. It's been a couple months and I'm ready to pull my hair out. I'm pretty much living in my bedroom because she makes me so crazy sometimes. yesterday the washer was broken and I had to fix that when her clothes were in there. Today she wakes me up telling me the sink is clogged and when I bring a plunger in there she freaks out and tells me I can't use that in the sink. Unfortunately, it's the only option I had at that point. Also, it seems like the only thing she does is complain about how I'm not doing anything right. "You should not wash your dark clothes on hot, they will shrink.", "I cannot believe you are letting your daughter drink hi-c juice boxes.", "This house is a mess, you should clean it up." I just want to scream EXCUSE ME YOU ARE HERE RENT FREE, BILL FREE YOU CAN HELP ME BY CLEANING UP ON OCASSION TOO! Don't get me wrong, she does the dishes and literally that is it! I understand she took care of me all my life but c'mon, you have no job and nothing to do so you can pick up too!
Enough of my ranting for today. I'm just irritated. I love my momma but I'm frustrated!