Brought tears to my eyes
Sunday, May 20, 2012
I was at work yesterday wearing a tank top and bagging a womans groceries. I had been helping her and her husband find stuff. Anyway as I was bagging her stuff up she said "You have lost a lot of weight, haven't you?" All I could think was, oh god the tank top and I have been so busy this week I didn't get to lift. If I seriously go a week without lifting the skin under my arms starts looking more baggy =( All I could spout out was "I havent been able to lift this week and yes, I have lost 130 lbs." It's one thing to tell ppl voluntarily about your weightloss. Quite another when they notice it. I was talking to my friend about surgery to get it removed. I just wonder if you gain the weight back the skin will be thinner when it stretches back out, ewwwwww!
On another note, I was at the post office and I saw my old coworkers fiance. Only seen him in photos but its so weird when u see ppl in person and you feel like u should say something but not sure. I did, I said "Your Taylor's fiance arent you?" He just lit up and shyly said yes. They are getting married at 19. Anyway I messaged her about it and she said, she was sitting the car and she said "He came out and was telling me about a teeny tiny lady with strawberry hair". LOL I like that description especially coming from a 19 yr old boy lol
Eating has been better this past week. I have been cooking more. Making more salads. Not eating out. All these things help me so much if I follow them. This fitness class I like is now on Sunday mornings. I have been going to that. I am just really struggling this week with lifting. I hate lifting alone. I miss Vicki so much. I don't wanna bother her, she's spending time with her baby. Literally counting down the weeks til she comes back lol I think she's almost half way through her leave. I drove to the gym to lift on thursday and I parked and UGHHHH i thought "I don't wanna be here!" All of the house stuff is exhausting and makes all the extra crap I gotta do seem more horrible. This morning going to WERQ and then lifting. Maybe I should invest in some 12.5 dumbells for the house
*I was just at the gym and doing my leg press. This dance teacher came up to me and said "Your guns look better than mine!" I know he was lieing, but it was nice to hear after yesterday lol