Wow, 10 days since my last blog. That's not like me. I've been sick though. It started with just a stomach bug, but I have't really been able to shake it. I've barely been eating, just enough to stay alive, really, and well under my BMR. The last couple of days are the only ones where I've eaten decently well. My husband wants me to take a pregnancy test, because I also didn't have my cycle for April, and I'm due for my May one as well, and still nothing. The thing is, I shouldn't be. I've been "fixed". I know it's not 100% all the time, but still...I really don't wanna be pregnant. And more than likely, if I am, it'll be a tubal pregnancy, which sucks even more. Oh, and now I seem to have diarrhea, which is so great, because since I initially got sick, I haven't been doing that at all....so I went from one extreme to another. It's awesome.

On a more positive note, it seems I have some extra money from this last check, which is awesome. So I think I might go and buy a couple of things online that I've been looking at. One is a fitness DVD set. It's designed for women. I'm going to discuss it with my husband, but I think I'm going to get it.

Speaking of husband, we went through our normal rotation of fights this last week. We moved to this apartment hoping to have a fresh start in regards to how the house is run. Well, we've slacked a bit the last couple of weeks, and we had a fight about it. So, I'm gonna type up a contract of sorts, talk it over with him, and hopefully we can come to an agreement. I'm even going to get my oldest involved, since he's old enough to start understanding stuff like this.

As for the religion front, I actually have the next full moon off, so I think I'm going to cleanse my stones and crystals. It's not alot, but it's more than what I've done recently, and hopefully it'll make me feel better.

Ok, I think that's enough ranting and ravings for now. G'night!