What was I afraid of???
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Well, good news is that week 2 of the second time around and I am still here going strong. After much procrastination I finally got up the nerve to log back on. Embarrassment and fear of not being welcomed by old Spark friends was partially why I didn't come back sooner. Fear that my Spark friends would think of me as a failure because I certainly felt like one. I did so well the 1st time around. I lost almost 70 lbs and felt sooo good. I don't really know what happened or why I gave up. I don't really remember saying "I give up". But after a year and a half I have gained back 2/3 of my loss. As of today I know what I need to do, I know the tools I need to get the job done, I know I cannot afford to let my guard down and I know that I should have gone to my friends for support instead of running away from them. So, as your wagons go by be ready for me to hop on knowing there is always room for one more.