Started working at a nursing home this week as a c.n.a. Was really hoping for dayshift (I am not a morning person but I'd rather go in to work early and get it done and over with) but I had to start on 2nd shift until a day shift opening comes up. When my kids wake up at 630-7am and then I have to go to work in the afternoon and dont get home till 1030-11p and then the kids are usually awake for another hour or two makes for a very long long day and I am not gonna be able to keep up with this for long. I hate being a single mom. It feels like I have so much on my shoulders and makes me feel so weary. If I could go back and make better choices in my life I would in a second.

Been watching the newspaper for any daycares hiring for a teacher aide but no luck with that yet. Once I get all the paperwork done I am going to try to get on a sub aide list with several local schools for the next school year that will start in august.

Still been sticking to exercising 6 days a week a min. of 20 minutes a day but sometimes I get more minutes in. Last week my day off was Friday then I exercised Sat.-Tues. This week I took my day off as Wed. because I had an appt. in the morning before work and couldn't get exercise in and then when I got home last night i hurt too bad and was way too tired to do any exercise.