Thursday, May 17, 2012
Okay so before there was a haircuttery that wanted to offer me a full time job. Mind you this was before the interview process. They proceeded to tell me that I need to fake it till I make it. Well I don't want to have to fake I want to become better. I need someone to teach me the way to do things. But I'm now starting to think that my hairdressing education was a waste of money and time. I'm getting frustrated. I have no idea what to do. My husband thinks I'm crazy because I didn't take the other job and I'm pretty much working for no money. I don't get paid by the hour. I get paid when someone comes in which isn't often. So I don't know what to do at this point.
I just feel that I've wasted time energy and money. I would really like to get a full time job and do hair on the side until I get better. I'm thinking about even cutting hair at home just so I can keep all the money I make instead of giving it away. I don't know what to do with myself. Things are just so hard right now money wise. I need to figure all of this out. What I really would like to do is teach people how to apply their makeup. Maybe one day I can make this happen but for right now I just want to be able to have a job and some stability with my income. Having one person a week and making 10 dollars for one day is not going to cut it. :(