Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Getting back on track has been really hard. I can write it down and see it in front of my face but then doing is a completely different story.
I have been so stressed out lately and today was just the icing on the cake. I haven't figured out quite how to handle everything. I just bite all the skin on my bottom lip and feel my heart race in my chest ALL THE TIME!!!
I haven't been working out like planned, I mean I worked out twice last week on the elliptical but then I got a phone call that changed my whole weekend so I had to go out of state for 3days and haven't been able to get back on track just yet.
I just have so much going on in my life right now I can't get ahead of it all. trying to take one thing at a time and just BREATHE!!!
My stomach is all bloated and my jeans are all tight. I look like a whale in everything I own. This HUGE top roll above my jeans is killing me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!