All I can say is that I am happy I am losing weight rather than gaining. I have lost weight before, up and down for really the past 10 years or so. I know I can do it, but for some reason, this time, I am struggling to get into that mindset. I know this is what I need to do because of a health condition. I am also nervous about going to the doctor later this week to find out what else is wrong with me. I am afraid that there is going to be something wrong with my blood pressure or cholesterol in addition to my eyes. I guess it is a good thing that I know all of these things so I can start turning my health around, but I wish there were a magic wand to make the weight go away all on its own. I guess it is a Little Engine that Could kind of thing, "I think I can, I think I can..."