Monday, May 14, 2012
Today I was I dont know if its bravery or what. I do so much by myself and it becomes very depressing. Tonight was the official meeting of a group training for the Come Together Let's Walk (replaced Komen in our town). Well, I did see someone there I sort of know--i knew her when i was young. However, I decided to do the 1 mile instead of the 3mile. I was so not prepared for the 3mile. Yep, I walked by myself. Like I said, I do so much by myself I become depressed. Today I did NOT eat out Yeah! I did eat too much for dinner BUT I did exercise today!
While I was walking, I forced myself a bit but felt ashamed I would not/ could not do the 3mile. I could have completed the 3mile but it would not have been as fast as the mile. (er, per mile rate lol) Before I left for the walk, I talked myself into going because of baby steps. I decided if I just use these Mondays, I can work myself up to Shoreline Squad (starts in June). Then Shoreline Classic in Sept. I might just be able to run it this year! I havent decided whether I want to join Shoreline Squad--its a bit of money not in my budget. However, its not like its not for a good reason. *sigh*