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Feeling demotivated.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Ok so on March 23 I started weighing/tracking my food and my calorie burn. I was going for a 500-750 calorie deficit a day. I weighed 148.8

Today almost two months later, I weigh 148.8 (that is my average weight over the last week, today it was actually 149.6).

Just over a month ago, I started wearing my Bodymedia calorie tracking armband. It said pretty much what I previously thought I had been burning. It reports that I have an average calorie burn of 2267 and on average eat 1651 calories a day, for an average deficit of 616 calories per day. I eat five small meals a day. I have only eaten out twice in the past two months.

I workout 5 days a week, using my cross county ski machine and running about 25 miles a week between longer runs (around 7 1/2 miles), and shorter, faster runs w/intervals. I have also been renovating my house, so have been using that as my strength workouts. I tried formalized weight lifting, but in combination with the running and working on the house, I was getting over-trained and wearing myself out.

I should have lost about TEN FRIGGING POUNDS lbs by now. During this time, my weight has been up to 151 and down to 145.2 (3 weeks ago, but it went back up). But it seems like that is water weight gain/loss (within the same 5 lbs) than actual weight loss.

I have the working bodyfat scale as of a month ago, but hadn't been writing down the bodyfat numbers until last week (was just watching for trends). My bodyfat has come down maybe a couple percent but there is no way I could have lost 10 lbs of fat and gained 10 lbs of muscle without a significant % change, also my clothes don't feel that different. My waist circumference went down an inch but back up, and I'm starting to think that was just dehydration as well.

I can run farther now than 2 months ago, but I am also REALLY tired a lot. I went to the doctor, they did tests, and there is nothing medically wrong with me.

What is annoying is, if I DON'T exercise and DON'T track what I eat, I lose weight. WTH???

Any suggestions? Because I really don't know what else I can do here.

The only possible discrepancy is my initial weight was done on a different scale than what I am using now, but I don't think it could have had a 10 lb difference.

I can just "keep on keeping on" but it doesn't seem to be working that well... so I'm feeling de-motivatved (and tired).

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SHEILA1505 5/15/2012 3:27AM

    Scales irritate me - I weighed at home one day and was one weight; the next night, after a long-haul flight, I used DD2's scale - What!!! That airline cardboard food and a glass of wine could NOT have added 10pounds overnight ... could it? The following day my cousin told me I had never looked so skinny, and I was feeling heavy! - what's up with all this?

I don't know - just keep on living with healthy choices - I think it's the best we can do xxx

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DUTCHIE77 5/14/2012 5:39PM

    So much of your frustrations sound familiar to me - I struggle in the same ways.

The only way I have been able to keep motivated is to focus on numbers other than weight. I know everyone says that but I really started to think about it. You mentioned you can run further - I set a similar metric when I went through the same funk - I bought a heart rate monitor and focused on my heart rate during exercise and my recovery time. I did see improvement in these areas so whenever I got down I looked at those!

Another thing, I agree with the above post, in my situation I found eating at the top end of calorie ranges each and everyday were weeks I lost weight, but if I even went a day or two cutting back 200-300 calories I wouldn't be as successful. I think my body was dumping me in starvation mode those days.

The rollercoaster of it sucks but finding the right combination that works for you will be worth it in the end!

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BOB240 5/14/2012 4:13PM

    I usually have all the answers...... but not this time :(

Try this one... when did you last have a weeks holiday? You might just need to "deload" physically and mentally.

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LECATES 5/14/2012 4:10PM

    Could be you have developed muscle which kind of counteracted the weight loss. But also, I remember you saying that you had not been eating right----ergo eating enough to fuel your body---so you might have put your body in starvation mode and that will make it more difficult to lose. Hang in there----I wish I was that weight---LOL

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