Monday, May 14, 2012
Well here i am, on fitness week i cant even remember. Which is awesome because I've never gotten further then week 3! So I'm very proud of myself for that. I've been staying on the right track eating wise for the most part though. I'm logging every day. My only problem is that every now n then I'm always okie with saying well that extra 400 calories today wont mean anything...why not splurge for dinner?
But I'm finding myself realizing it matters a great deal. I have been stuck in the 290s for like 8 weeks now. This is ridiculous. I feel stuck. Today i decided no more being lax. If i don't have the calories to eat it. i cant have it. When I'm done, I'm done. Enough is enough now. Time to see the scale jump a little bit!
My workout buddy had a doctor apt. before work today, which left her with maybe a half hour in there to get from place to place. I'm beside myself. I really thought i would enjoy the break but i just feel like I'm lagging and uncomfortable. I don't feel like walking at all. I am trying to convince myself to just drive to the gym and get in the pool. I know once i get in I'll swim. Even if i swim at a snails pace, it'll be better then not working out at all!
Help! I seem to have lost my motivation! I need serious help!