It's 1:45am and I'm sitting here so fearful of what the next few hours will look like for me. I am so ready to change but I've hit a wall in my life where I've become stuck. I went to a conference over the weekend and one thing that was said at a workshop stood out to me the most; the speaker said TAKE ACTION if you want things to change. And so I've begun the process of change. There's so many things that will change for me; I will be moving out of my home and ending my marriage, I'll be looking for new employment, moving in with my sister, and focusing on my health. I've been slowly killing myself and my emotional health with food and I know that I MUST be a better me for my daughter who wants to be me. I'm so afraid and will need all of the support from Spark People along the way, so please take my hand because it's stretched...