Monday, May 14, 2012
Day 55-56 “thinking cap”
Well, I had a wonderful weekend.
Full of fun, light, life, and love.
I wanted to get away for a little while, but it didn’t happen.
I had a blow out on my car, and my husband had to come get me and my mother. He put the spare tire on, but still we could not go far on that damn thing, so I caught a ride with my husband, and my mother and daughter with home. We went and got some chicken, and we made it to Tennessee and got our lottery tickets, and on the way back into Huntsville Alabama, my mother and I had a blowout. My mom thought the engine was blowing up. Now that was funny, she has never heard a blow out in her life. I’ve never heard one like that myself, but I knew it wasn’t the engine. We sat there and laughed, and people were just going around us as my mom was bouncing her head to the rap music that was blasting. My mom said. I want that rap song right there, who sings that. It was 30 minutes of my mom gone “21” in the car, and my mind was racing a mile a minute. Where is he? When is he going to get here? Mom we got to get out of traffic. We got out of traffic, and my husband made it, changed the tire, and off she went home with the car and off he and I went to go get some chicken for dinner. I never cooked those hamburgers, and I think his mouth his tummy has been dancing and flipping for them. I haven’t made them yet. I cooked “Pork Chops” for dinner tonight, mash potatoes, mac &cheese, and some green beans. My husband was so happy about that, and he loved his dinner. Who cooks a man a good dinner on “her” special day? I do!
So, the kids and the hubby had a nice dinner, and I started to make my plans for the next chapter in this “fat” shake down game. Yeah! I’m calling it a “fat” shake down. I had to get my head on straight and I’m not about to give up on my goal weight. Goal weight for June 7th our 1st year wedding anniversary is to be 168 on the freaking noise, and dammit I want it so bad I can taste it. My husband has notice I’m getting “smaller” and he has no clue to “why” all he knows is. The doctor told me to lose 15lbs, and that has now been done.
He thinks I should just stop at 180. Ugh! Hell no.
I won’t stop until I pass up these numbers.
When I past135 I will do the happy dance and go into full maintain mode. We all want to maintain our weight. We all want to maintain those goals. I want to maintain mines, and all of these thoughts just keep on running through my head.
So, here comes the pen, here comes the pad and here comes motivational stories and blogs. I had to get away from Sparkers to find others who have done this great task right here. I had to see who did this, and who has been successful. So, I looked for motivational stories. I even looked for people who did this at YouTube, and I’m keeping the faith.
I’m not new to this, and I keep on reminding myself that 1 fact right there, and I keep on pushing forward in all that I do.
Now, it’s time to get my head out of the clouds and make this thing a reality… 100%. Oh, I’m making it and reality in my life right now, but sometimes I feel I have to get my head out of the clouds for just a minute or two and put my “best” foot forward.
This is the week, and I plan on passing 180.
That’s a fact…