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What I want (and don't want)

Thursday, May 10, 2012

I don't want to worry about my weight.
I don't want to track my food or my exercise.
I want to be healthy.
I want to be able to keep up with hubby & the girls.
I want to go on walks & enjoy nature.
I want to be strong.
I want to feel good about my body.
I don't want to feel like I'm a failure if I don't exercise one day.
I don't want to feel like a failure if I eat cheesecake.
I want to enjoy my life.
I want to enjoy food... mostly healthy food, but an occasional treat too.
I want to look good in a swimsuit, but I don't need to be the hottest mom at the pool.
I want to live a healthy & active lifestyle.
I want to meet my Spark friends in person & give them all big hugs.
I don't want to worry about calories in/calories out.
I want to drink Mountain Dew & coffee (in moderation).
I want my allergies & asthma to be under control.
I want to be able to run.
I want to be happy.
I want to be me.

I am still going to Spark, but I probably won't be on here every day. I feel like my weight has taken over my life... and I'm not even overweight. I need to stop beating myself up for not being perfect. I am good enough. I am not going to track unless I feel like it.

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    Take care of you but it's amazing how many things on your list I can identify with. Hope you'll never give up the fight and find a healthy balance. You deserve to have all your wants. emoticon
    1523 days ago
    Good for you!!! I am sorry I missed this before today. I am very happy you are going to work on just being happy and living with yourself just as you are! I am proud of you. Please just keep in touch, as I do miss you and all of your support.
    1552 days ago
    Good luck to you!!! Keep in touch!!!
    1566 days ago
  • v RUNNINGAL425
    You said it! How wonderful it is to be settled as you seem to be!
    1571 days ago
  • v SUSANS706
    1571 days ago
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