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What I want (and don't want)

Thursday, May 10, 2012

I don't want to worry about my weight.
I don't want to track my food or my exercise.
I want to be healthy.
I want to be able to keep up with hubby & the girls.
I want to go on walks & enjoy nature.
I want to be strong.
I want to feel good about my body.
I don't want to feel like I'm a failure if I don't exercise one day.
I don't want to feel like a failure if I eat cheesecake.
I want to enjoy my life.
I want to enjoy food... mostly healthy food, but an occasional treat too.
I want to look good in a swimsuit, but I don't need to be the hottest mom at the pool.
I want to live a healthy & active lifestyle.
I want to meet my Spark friends in person & give them all big hugs.
I don't want to worry about calories in/calories out.
I want to drink Mountain Dew & coffee (in moderation).
I want my allergies & asthma to be under control.
I want to be able to run.
I want to be happy.
I want to be me.

I am still going to Spark, but I probably won't be on here every day. I feel like my weight has taken over my life... and I'm not even overweight. I need to stop beating myself up for not being perfect. I am good enough. I am not going to track unless I feel like it.

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    Take care of you but it's amazing how many things on your list I can identify with. Hope you'll never give up the fight and find a healthy balance. You deserve to have all your wants. emoticon
    1581 days ago
    Good for you!!! I am sorry I missed this before today. I am very happy you are going to work on just being happy and living with yourself just as you are! I am proud of you. Please just keep in touch, as I do miss you and all of your support.
    1610 days ago
    Good luck to you!!! Keep in touch!!!
    1624 days ago
    You said it! How wonderful it is to be settled as you seem to be!
    1629 days ago
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