Frustrated with everything, nearly. Can't seem to get the stuff off my mind. Need to go run, but I don't have time. Need to cry until there are no more tears, but I can't right now... responsibilities. Just need to run through the woods, screaming, crying, maybe throwing a rock or two.

And yet when I come in contact with the Lord, I have to fall humbly at His feet. His light and life illuminate my soul, showing all of the wickedness that still remains. "Then I said, 'Woe is me, for I am ruined! Because I am a man of unclean lips, And I live among a people of unclean lips; For my eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts.'" - Isaiah 6:5, NASV

1 John 4:7-11 NIV 7 "Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8 Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9 This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. 10 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 11 Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. "

Lord, forgive me for my bad attitude, my unbelief, my apathy. You promised in Matthew 11 that even Sodom would have come to You at the revelation of Your character and power. Transform me so that I can show Your character and power. Transform me for the sake of your glory and for the renewal of this school.