Thursday, May 10, 2012
To put it simple, I'm a person who always choose to do a thing right from tomorrow. Sometimes, we know our mistakes but lazy enough to snooze it off to later date..
I been in Spark people for more than a year now. Started off when I lost it up into a situation dragging my 188lbs along with me on a trail. I took couple of months to make it to 180lbs and there came a long pause. Again crawled up slowly to 178lbs. Dragged myself into act of mindless eating and made it back to 185 lbs.
Frustrated for reversing it all up, started again slowly and brought it below 180 mark. My irregular practices kept me bouncing back and forth on the scale between 175 - 178 and end up at 180 occasionally. 175 is the mark which appeared I couldn't go past it.
Some diet changes from this Jan got me to make it a habit & trailing on to 170lbs (which in my case became first mark to see if I will ever made it to). For more than a week, I couldn't believe my scale as it shows 170lbs. I was worried may be it working correctly or not. Today the Mark of 170 sink into me finally and made me accept the fact that I made to my first mark after all this time....
I like to be active, high-spirited and happy. But lately with all my life's happenings and stress outs of weight loss, family emotions and work pressures lost interest in everything and started accepting Life is boring. I used to always quote others that any comment or insult doesn't touch you unless you accept it yourself and start worrying about that. Slowly I started accepting that I'm a failure.
Today morning I realized how pathetic I ended up not able to believe myself even after seeing 170 in series for couple of days now.
I want to revive myself back into action. Start it Now, this very moment. So wanted to commit myself for change this very moment. So sat down to make promise to commit to me on this page.
Cheers for the start. Boarded on for the mission....