Tuesday, May 08, 2012
I just want to
all for all of your support on my recent blog! You guys are
It is now Tuesday & the EVIL STEROIDS seem to have subsided somewhat. I no longer feel the worthlessness that I was feeling over the weekend.
I am still crying at the drop of a hat & having some mood swings but nothing like they were before! I called the pain dr that gave me the injections today to see if they had any ideas & was told that the "suicide feelings" (their words not mine)!!! Are not a side effect of steroids & that I need to contact my regular physician as they think something else is wrong.
As a side note: my husband of 17 years committed suicide by shooting himself in the chest & making sure that I walked in as he was doing it & made me watch him bleed out. I was raised Catholic & am Christian, I am AGAINST suicide,. That is not an option I would EVER take!!!!!!! I have post traumatic stress disorder from watching him.
Back to the present: I just wanted everyone to know that I am doing better, but am just waiting out the next few weeks til these steroids are completely out of my system. When the pain dr wants to do the next set of injections, he & I are gonna have a long talk before I let him talk me into this again.