Monday, May 07, 2012
Soooooo excited this morning to actually see some results!! Jump on the scale this morning before anything else and this is what I see:
Ahhhhhh that's a 2.4lb weight loss...WOOHOO!!! Super excited!!! that definitely put a BIG SMILE on my face!!! Like this ---->
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*BLOG POST FROM SATURDAY MAY THE FIFTH*
So it’s Saturday and today I’ve pretty much kicked my own ass before my day has even gotten started. I awoke to weigh myself and find that I gained 3lbs. How in the hell is that even possible!? I’ve been eating nothing but salads, turkey sandwiches, and tacos all week except for one night I ate two slices of pizza & the next day at lunch I ate two slices, GRRR! I really think my scale is BROKEN!! It’s only 9am and I’ve already called myself fat probably 10 times, wished for a fast forward button multiple times and thought about how awesome it’s going to feel to be sexy and look sexy in my clothes again.
To the ladies that are married, do you ever catch your husband checking out some little skinny girl and just felt really self conscience about it because you think in your head “damn I don’t look like that, maybe he’s not happy with me anymore because I am not like that girl with no fat” ??? UGH, I had that moment this morning and on the way home all I could think about was “DANG I REALLY CAN’T WAIT TO BE SEXY, I will show my husband just what he does have!” So I know I’ve got to do this, I am tired of feeling self conscience around my husband just because his eyes look at one other female, it’s pathetic but I am human and I know I am not the only woman that’s had that moment of jealousy because your “man” is looking at another “female”, it’s human nature I think & also of course some of my own self consciousness!
Took my first two mile walk today and I was able to complete it in 45 minutes. Now I am not entirely sure if that’s a good time, but I know when I would walk on my treadmill for 30 minutes I would only walk ALMOST a mile and a half, so I think that’s pretty darn good I was able to walk 2 miles in 45 minutes! Oh yeah…Never go for a two mile walk without trimming your toe nails before hand! OUCH, I now have a small cut on the side of my toe…ughhh!