Trying something new and some guilt..
Monday, May 07, 2012
Getting up early is just not an option for me. I've tried it many times and every time I just can't do it. I love sleep way too much! So, I talked to my son's daycare administrator and I changed his hours to include an hour in the evening and joined a gym which is exactly one block from his daycare. I really do need to do something....
But now I'm left with some guilt...part of me feels bad keeping him in daycare for another hour while I go and do something selfish for an hour...but the other part understands that I'm doing this ultimately for him...I don't want to be the mom that complains constantly about her body and her diet..I want him to see that I wasn't happy about something and I took charge and changed it and was a healthy mom.
I need to do this..I need to do something instead of just whining about it...but am I doing the right thing??