Not having a good day today!
Saturday, May 05, 2012
I have been doing so good on this journey to weight loss. I already have lost 2 pounds this week! Makes me at a total of 46 pounds lost! But I got our paychecks and paid all of the bills and we are short this week! Now I don't even know how we are going to buy groceries much less get teh foods I need to eat healthy. Healthy food cost more! I am upset and eventually I will figure it out but I needed to vent this before I explode! I am a married stay at home mom. I own my own business, that I JUST started, and am a full time college student online. My plate is so full and I need the foods that I buy so that I can stay on track with my weight loss. Without the foods that I buy I do not know how I will eat healthy. I mean, I cook dinner but if I eat what my family eats I will blow my diet! I can practice protion control but if I eat the same things they eat I will starve to death because of the small portions that I will have to eat! I guess I am whining but this is really hard!
I really don't want to be fat anymore. I am the type of person that if the foods that I like is not here I will not eat and that is not healthy either. I also found out that this makes you retain your weight because your body is storing up because of the lack of food. I just don't know what to do! I hate being broke all of the time!!!!! Ok, I am gonna stop whining and go try to figure out how I can pull money out of thin air! :(