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Friday, May 04, 2012

Having depression has its moments. I'm sitting here feeling like crap, when I should be shouting for joy. You can't explain why you feel this way, you just do. You bust out in tears for no apparent reason, and people around you just don't get it.
Times like these when I want to find my corner, crawl up in it and disappear. Maybe one day the medical field will know how to cure it. Medicines work, until your body becomes use to it.
Well until then I will fight it every time.
I will beat it.
I will,
Keep Smiling

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/7/2012 8:54PM

    Praying for you that all your days are brighter.

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BLUE42DOWN 5/7/2012 2:33AM


From things I've read, that's one of the keys to depression - that it isn't necessarily connected to depressing things happening in one's life. It can hit when everything in life is going "perfect".


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    Hello & Bonjour,
i want to thank you for posting on my page, and thought I visit yours. i have some experience in depression, i think , mine is caused by "situations" that i can"t get a hold on .. like when my first marriage was falling apart, and he did not care.

As it goes.. God opens windows ... its true!

So my , unprofessional advice , is to dig deeper.. is it a situation that is causing these feelings , what kind ?? about you, your body, your life choices ?? or is it money ?? work ?? all these things count , and can add up !!

let me know, if I can do anything to help u

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HEALTHIERGIRL67 5/5/2012 10:17PM

    you will fight it.. a little at a time. And you will have those better days. Keep working towards those days. These days will pass

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AMIGWEN 5/5/2012 6:14PM

    You're in my thoughts, hun! emoticon

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ALPHASENIOR 5/5/2012 3:57PM

    You have such a pretty smile, I'm sorry you can't wear it all the time. You have all of us sharing with you, so shouldn't that make your share a little lighter? If there's anything we can do, you know...holler.

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WILDHONEYPIE1 5/5/2012 2:22PM

    emoticon emoticon

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KIMBAARTIST 5/5/2012 1:24PM

    emoticon Things get better--they always do :D

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BOSS61 5/5/2012 1:18PM

    Hang in there, Mom! It's darkest just before Dawn. You can do it!

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MOMFAN 5/5/2012 1:08PM

    Put on some praise mu!

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THEEASYKILL30 5/5/2012 1:04PM

    emoticon I have been where you have been. There's no rhyme nor reason. I know how it is to feel so helpless. The best thing you can do is to share it, instead of keeping it to yourself. Stay strong and keep fighting!

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KSW1963 5/5/2012 10:09AM

    emoticon I'm glad you are in the 100 day challenge for the summer! I look forward to getting to know you and making some positive changes in our lives. You are will beat this. One of my favorite quotes is from the movie "Castaway" where Tom Hank's character says I know what Ive got to do. Ive got to keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will come up and you never know what the tide might bring in.

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1CRAZYDOG 5/5/2012 10:07AM

    Awwww, sending HUGS! My DS dealt with depression. You can fight this.

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NANT406 5/5/2012 4:06AM

    I can relate. I'm also going through a depressive episode. But I've found that sparking helps. Best wishes on your journey. I'm here if you need to talk. Have a good weekend friend. emoticon

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COREY195 5/4/2012 11:32PM

    I have a relative who is a depression survivor for 4 and half years-you can do it. emoticon

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SNOWANGELDIVA 5/4/2012 11:28PM

    Keep fighting by reaching out and sweeping those clouds from the path of the sun.
I do understand your battle. that place stops and visits often and it is a war some months to rid myself of it's presence.
Keep fighting.
You're worth it.


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EMMABE1 5/4/2012 11:27PM

    I missed you on Facebook - come read some of the funny comments - and I posted a challenge there especially for Facebook!!
See you there

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